Guess what? i just saw my head picture of my blog. I do not know if its called head photo or what? (with sheet music and violin) and i just realized that it has only three strings. Dammed. I called myself a violinist (not sure yet) and i did not know that i chose that picture which even did not have proper strings on it. hehe 😛

Yeah we are having this lock down in nation that allow us to make time for ourselves. So as being musician, making time for myself is part that also saying that making more time for practice. And which is also true that i spend my part of the days with violin, trying to play something that i always wanted.

But the point is, the more i play (any music), the more i m finding myself lacking in everything. And its like you are here till now with all those hard work (maybe) and sacrifices (ahem let me see that 😛 ), but you are still like you know nothing. crazy huh?

I think its bout the time, its a time that u figured out that “its not enough”, its not enough for me with the things that i know till now saying we still gotta do more. and … And .. It gets me depressed. but what can we do? except keep trying.

So guys, my friends (I m talking to myself again..haha funny me 😛 )…Keep trying myaan…Keep it going …No matter what happens …No matter how the world fucked up. ..You be with yourself…Doesn’t matter somebody stays and go …You have your violin…coo